A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The mission was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a phone call from a mission companion in the days following the journey.
She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on women's health research and conducted tests during the flight, said every professional achievement – including her studies and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her roots – was drowned out under the tide of misogyny.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Now, eight months after achieving her goal, she has stated the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose support were her lifeline. “You all saved me,” she said.
She concluded that amid the criticism, important benefits had emerged from the experience, including spotlight on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
The self-operating spacecraft launched from its launch site in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a brief suborbital flight that passed the internationally recognized boundary of space.
The group of women also comprised experts in multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.